Liminal~Living
the space in between your next chapter
Living in the in between, the unknown of whatās one step ahead or even the confusion of what just happened leading you to where you have landed. Seemingly so sudden, but was it?? May be in what we perceive as time.
Time traveled until wherever we currently stand.
Sometimes feeling like wtf? Like, life is a long strange trip, though ending up being too short in the midst of all we could accomplish while hereā¦
When we feel like our flow we were living in suddenly came to a halt, landing in the middle of nowhere, to begin again. This is me, btw. I have been here before, only differently, even more of a wounded-child then.
Constant growth/growing up is the game of life.
Learning all the ways to get through all the twists & turns is a challenge for sure! Where is the opening to my next chapter? How should We choose to follow the opened paths? Falling deep in the abyss aka rock bottom-ness can go many avenues depending on who We are in that & this place in timeā¦
As a mother becoming free again, giving birth again to my own Self recently to be, I have so much to look back on. Only to learn from these reflections. Only to move forward as a new brighter woman who has landed somewhere else on the game board or shall I say the playing path.
Inhalingā¦.I keep an open heart once more, knowing one thing for sure: this is all about perspective shifting. As hard & easy as that is. There are really so many roads, ways to be or not to be. One of my toughest feats is always trusting in the process. Literally everyday-as facing the unknown when youāre deep in the forest alone can be frightening as Fuck!
Letting go of wherever you were before for me is the lesson of greatest growth. Learning, rather evolving finally into a place of knowing thyself more. This is the core essence of self love. When we are holding on to something that is holding you back or maybe unfulfilling to your true spirit then we are not in alignment to Self, to who we are here to Be.
When the essence of unconditional love is gone we must move on to where it is, because it is right around the corner. Love is always waiting for you, real love is finding you when you let go of the old misalignments in life.
We are ALL here to LOVE.
Learning to let go more & letting Universal Love guide me has been my greatest accomplishment. Many of Us with unmet childhood wounds feel the pain deeply when we our finding our way through the darkness. Being alone is good at times, but being together is the way we are meant to Be:)
While Iāve been journeying through this stage of my menopausal years, letting go of loved ones that are now in the past, I have many wiser choices that can be now seen clearly while remaining calmerā¦
Meditation diversity is a tool(oh may also be a new terminology:) that I am currently playing with. To me this is a way to play with or experience different avenues of connection with Goddess-ness. Connection to my true essence of who I am. This to me is an ongoing everlasting journey with endless paths in time.
Being in nature~Breathwork~Listening within/Intuition/Gut health~Plant alchemy, which are mostly free ways to walk the path into the light:)
Time & space in how itās perceived is very valuableā¦patience creates a fine perspective into divine timing. The realization of this makes perfect sense, especially when everything else being pushed out is not working out. Knowing you are loved and are here to dance & not fall, unless maybe a wrong turn was followed for too longā¦
Trusting in the crazy process of life. Living light-hearted more & more can only create more & more frill. Ever heard to not take it all so seriously? Like really, why should we? Finding ease in flow is key & practice.
We are here to Love. We are here to Shine. We are here to Smile. We are here to Dance together!!
Feeling the pain is inevitable though. Guess thatās part of the game, too! The yin~yang of it All. The balancing effect of the Universal Law. I heard about a researched happiness study recently that shared that the happiest humans are doing what lights them up a minimum 2.5 hrs/dy. Ok thatās only 10% of life!
We must be able to do this & if not then we are so far out of whack that sooner or later our disassociated struggle will get the best of Us completely and a shift will happen whether we are ready for it or Not.
Gratitude no matter what! Yes, finding the free things around you everyday to be in gratitude for first(:ā¦like this gorgeous Wild Carrot flower:). A fine reminder of the beauty that surrounds You as well as the many seeds that can be planted throughout Our lives~